| have you ever felt like your head is so filled with everything, that you've lost who you are? shit.
i miss you. |
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| "the curious feeling swam through him that everything was beautiful there, that it would always stay beautiful there."
it's your spirit that keeps me pining for more.
the tie-dyed shirt covering your perfectly sculptured back,
your golden skin tone that's warmer than the sun itself. i love........too much. |
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| Does anyone listen to Pepper? You should. They're helping me through my days as of late. |
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| baaaack at school, and the best part really is the gorgeous scenery. miles and miles of the lake with trees surrounding any extra space. this past weekend, i went to a music and arts festival with a couple friends. for the first time since i've gotten back to school i felt like i was with people who understand: understand my love for unconventional things, people who understand that beauty comes in all places- you just have to look. the sound of music filled the air, with paintings and crafts as far as the eyes could see. i'm torn. the idea of living in a fast moving city amongst all different types of people is exciting, but i love the quiet woods. this whole entry's going to be sparatic, im sure. yesterday, i chose to give up sugar, caffine, and smoking marijuana altogether. my anxiety was getting too intense. so for the days ahead, it's sweet relaxation while i try to avoid any stressful situation.
take care loves. |
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| the others, they really don't matter. those sleezy guys who ask for my number, they mean nothing.
when im listening to jack johnson late at night i'm thinking of you. my mind wanders and creates a life of just you and i. all of the colors, all of the music, are created through our love. |
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